Hah!

Back to the steady stream of depressing posts...But I have a theory! When I'm not with people who I can readily talk to, I find it necessary to type and type until I get all my feelings out. Dang, what's the exact line to that song...Breathe (2am)...Something like this..."2am and I'm up writing this song so these words are no longer inside of me threatening the life they belong to"

Oh no, now I want to listen to Evanescence. I should just delete all of their music from my computer. Though when they tour, I do want to go see them...especially if they come to Champaign...because then maybe I could use my awesome Buzz job to get a pass...Yeah, I've thought this one out.

Resisted the urge...after a bit of Imaginary.

List of songs that seriously effected my life (AS IN I REMEBER A SPECIFIC POINT IN TIME WHERE I LISTENED TO IT...pointless caps...):
Small Two of Pieces (it's the song from Xenogears...don't ask...)
Maybe Tomorrow
IMAGINARY

This is a bad list because now I want to list off all the bands I listed a few posts ago...because I seriously didn't used to do anything but sit on the computer and listen to music. Oh I forgot to mention Something Corporate on that list. I went through a major obsession with them. Hah, I love how I somehow ended up MAJORLY obsessed with femme metal.

I'm going to break a femme metal rule here, but honestly, sometimes I can't tell the difference between Simone's and Floor's voice. Like subtract one Dutch girl and add in another in her place and...THEY'LL NEVER KNOW. IT'S NOT LIKE THE ANETTE-TARJA SWAP. GRRRR. OH I SO HOPE THAT TARJA TOURS WHILE I'M IN EUROPE. I WANT TO STALK THAT FINN.

"I wish I was special, so fuckin' special. BUT I'M A CREEP. I'M A WEIRDO."

So apparently there is such a thing as RED VELVET PANCAKES! That's like a combination of two of my favorite things! LIKE BEYOND ME IS A COMBO OF SHARON AND ....OMG THIS NEEDS TO BE IN SOMETHING BIGGER THAN CAPS BECAUSE IT PROVES EXACTLY WHAT I WAS SAYING MY ABOVE PARAGRAPH. OMG. OMG. OMG. I WAS GOING TO TYPE...BEYOND ME COMBINES SHARON AND SIMONE. x_X x6969696969696969!

Floor and Sharon.

Huge difference.

Huge tangent.

Semblance of Confusion. Semblance of Liberty. Semblance of Sanity? I think that one should be next...

Actually I just think I type until I'm so delirious from typing that everything is funny...EVERYTHING IS FUNNY! Anyway...off to do something productive...as in play video games =_=