Chunking

In risk of sounding like one of my psychology class (which I totally do because I actually like psychology a whole bunch...), I'm going to explain something I just stumbled upon.

You might remember my piece that everyone loved because IT WAS SO DANG PROFOUND!!! Well damn, I hate it because it's too fluffy. Sure, I want to be a good writer, but I also want to be very philosohpically RIGHT. Omg, stand by while I go extremely deep...

Our lives might be sentences, but that is only so because we give them that form. Our lives are really just a stream of events that occur without any interruption. Observe: WAKEUPEATCLASSWORKEATCLASSWASTETIMEEATSTUDY-ISHHALLCOUNCILLATENIGHTWORK-OUTSTUDGY-ISHSLEEP...That's my typical Monday from this semester. Time just flows forward. But we divide it into parts to make better sense of it. Just like the mind chunks information to better remember it. The person who beat FF using only WM also used an emulated version of teh original nes games...THSOE ARE INNATELY HARDER. and less fun. MADDNESS. OH THIS DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE BECAUSE I MOVED THE CURSOR. You'll know why this makes sense when you read down below.

OMG. SOMEONE HONESTLY DID BEAT FF1 WITH FOUR WHITE MAGES!!!! IT TOOK THEM 63 HOURS THOUGH, WHICH REALLY ISN'T THAT LONG CONSIDERING I SPENT 150 HOURS MAXING ALL THE CHARACTER'S IN FF10'S STATS. IF I READ THAT WHITE MAGE THING FIVE OR SIX YEARS AGO, I WOULD HAVE TRIED IT. NOW I'M GOING TO TRY TO SAVE THE WORLD AND WRITE A NOVEL. OH, AND THEY (AS IN EPICA) SAY :TIME IS JUST A CONCEPT: ACTUALLY I WAS JUST ABOUT TO EXPLAIN HOW TIME IS JUST CONCEPT. SEE MAYBE...OMG MENTAL OVERLOAD. I MIGHT NEED TO SLEEP SO MY BRAIN CAN "CONCEPTUALIZE EVERYTHING I'M TRYING TO SAY RIGHT NOW. I think a lot of this wisdom is going to go into my essay...which would make sense...But just like the brain has a special section to deal with each sense, we have a concept for each thing we experience. We experience "time" and thus we have a concept for it...thus Epica is right. BUT I REALLY STILL DON'T BELIEVE THAT.

As much as I love Simone, I'm not sure if she is worthy of being the singer to my "favorite" band. Sharon is. DEFINITELY. But Simone isn't as ideal as Sharon. I don't know why, but she isn't...

Right back to thisexampleofwhythemindpuncuates, which I can't spell.

Can we read sentences that don't have spaces between words or puncuation? NO! And niether could we understand our lives with we didn't group events into sentences. Sleep is like a space between words...

SEE I'M SMART! I'M NOT JUST GETTING DUMBER. I am also completely insane. This post should completely prove that. But if insanity make me creative and profound than I want nothing else. Unleashed<3

Oh another thing I thought about while reading...my choice of majors. For those who didn't know this (I will never forget this), I didn't come into college as a creative writing major....NOPE! Back in the day, I thought I wanted to study astronomy. And honestly, in another life, I bet I am. Because weird science stuff excites me way too much, which is why I'm partly upset that this borning person I know is an astronomy major because SHE WILL NEVER GET AS EXCITED AS I WOULD HAVE. I don't know that for a fact...But then again, does anyone ever get as excited as me? But here I am with my double major in creative writing and psychology...and well, I think the fact that I'm here at 3am WRITING about how I THINK proves that I made the right choice.

I certainly have "chunked" my life a lot. Before high school, high school, college. I've always thought I was vastly different in those periods of my life, but I bet I've been more similar through-out. BECAUSE SENTENCES HAVE TO FLOW IN ORDER TO MAKE SENSE. FOR INSTANCE:

I want to the store. I like frisbees. I have an exam on Tuesday.

LIKE WHAT THE HELLL?

Now I'm going to start going into narrative stuff, which is exactly what I've been trying to avoid writing about...SO HAVE I COME FULL CIRCLE YET? I DON'T THINK I CAN SLEEP UNTIL I'VE COME FULL CIRCLE!!! OH BUT THE LONGER I STAY UP, THE BETTER THE CHANCE I HAVE OF SLEEPING RIGHT UNTIL LUNCH! OMG, WHY AM I EXCITED ABOUT THAT?

That all said: I LOVE EPICA!

Yeah, I'm listening to Epica right now btw.

I should go to bed before my mind self-destructs. lmao. Dear mind, please process all these epiphanies I have had this evening (night).

THANK YOU.