Something else...

So there's a line in the song "April Rain" (the first one actually) "How does it feel when all you are counting on it Scatterbrain..."

Well, I can totally relate to that...since there are times (like now) when all I am counting is -music- and by music I mostly mean WT because they saved my life and continue to be my number one lifeline especially when I am very upset and need comfort...especially Pale, Frozen, Stand My Ground and Memories!!! My top four favorite songs<3

I really really idolize Sharon. Maybe she isn't this great hero, but to me she -and WT as a whole- represent EVERYTHING THAT IS GOOD IN THE WORLD!!!! Yes...I know most of this is probably invented in my mind, but I need to believe in something.

I know I am obsessed with these bands...with Sharon and WT, Nw, Tarja...but they really have helped me to be strong this long and I rely on them to keep me going.

I mentioned this in my last post: Delain has really helped me these past monthes too. At first I was like NO, I HATE YOU GUYS CUZ YOU HAVE A SONG WITH THE SAME NAME AS A SACRED SONG -Frozen- but upon letting really listening to them I have really fallen in love...lol. Especially April Rain...I cannot tell you how many times I have imagined something along the lines of that music video in my mind...since honestly hugging myself in the midst of a storm is reallly what I need to do ^_^

Right now I'm listening to April Rain on repeat..."Fortune smiles on you" This song really did change my point of view. Lots. I know longer really think I am screwed cuz well...fortune does smile on me!

Oh and don't even get me started on Vice and Virtue...HEH, I'll make another post of Delain lyrics I REALLY LOVE.