Ever Dream!

This post doesn't have anything to do with that song, but I'm listening to ED right now so....

OKAY LET'S SKIP THE SALAD AND GET STRAIGHT TO THE MAIN COURSE (which of course is 69 tacos)

It is time to fight again. I've been sitting still in a pool of rotting memories for awhile now and mourning things.

First point: NOTHING IS EVER LOST. THINGS GO AWAY, BUT IF THEY ARE TRULY MADE OF LOVE, THE HEART ABSORBS THEM. This is something of a brutal lesson to learn. I only say this now because I have experienced this cruelty first hand. Last night it hit me quite hard that I had in fact lost my best friend. But the part of me that will never give in to such woe thinks this: Alex will always be apart of me for the same reason it hurts so much that she is no longer walking beside me. It was her who inspired me so much, fired my creativity to its limited, got the writing juices flowing in me and really helped me become me. As long as I stay true to myself, she is within me. So we can be sad about the things we have "lost" or we can carry them with us always as we fight toward the future. And that future is what we must fight for. The dream we thought up in a brighter time will forever lie within us, beneath the pain and blame. Honestly my methods might have been wrong, but I never sat down and did nothing. I would have gone so far as to make myself a hypocrite to help her, but she was never listening. It's a shame too,. I truly cherished our times...Ultimately though she chose to escape into her world and never face us again.

Second Point: Think I forgot this one honestly...so I will just rant. I'M MAD AT TARJA FOR LIKING ARGENTINA MORE THAN FINLAND. FINLAND ROCKS TARJA. YOU WOULDN'T HAVE A J IN YOUR NAME IF IT WASN'T FOR FINLAND. *STEALS TARJA'S J* WHAT NOW TARA? NOT SO J-TASTIC ARE YOU???? HUH! HUH!!! *WAVES HER FINNISH FLAG*

I DOWNLOADED MUSIC LEGALLY YESTERDAY. I GOT MY VERY OWN COPY OF "ESCAPIST" though I don't understand why that songs has to have dying children in it...ITUNES DIDN'T WANT ME TO PUT IT IN MY DPP ALBUM BUT WHERE ELSE WAS IT GOING TO GO? YES, I WILL DEFINITELY MAKE AN ALBUM JUST FOR ONE SONG *TOASTCIELING* SPEAKING OF ITUNES, I FINALLY GOT BOTH MY WHAT HAVE YOU DONES IN THEIR RIGHT TRACK ORDER PLACE!!! YAY. I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO LISTEN TO THE HEART OF EVERYTHING IF FROZEN CAME AFTER THE HOWLING!!!

YAY SHARON!!! WITHIN TEMPTATION IS RELEASING A LIVE ACOUSTIC ALBUM LATER THIS YEAR. YOU SHOULD ALL BE EXCITED!!!

WITHIN TEMPTATION IS ANOTHER THING THAT IS FOREVER PART OF ME. RIGHT CUZ THERE ARE TIMES WHEN IT IS MY ONLY STRENGTH AND COMFORT. I know I can always rely on WT to be there ^_^

ahem. So in other news six slices of bread got toasted AT ONCE in the trial of a new TRIPLE SLOTTED TOASTER!!!!! *insert news camera flash here*

ISN'T THE WORLD A GLORIOUS PLACE?

*no drugs were consumed in the posting of this post*