Another Song

That summed up how I feeling today is Rise Aganist's "Pray of the Refugee" The song is written about the poor children who are forced to work in sweatshops or at least that is what the music video is about. Music's meaning though is dependent upon the listener though so my interruption of the song applies to my own painful youth.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOtNqDyyX2c&feature=related <--- Music video

Keep quiet no longer
We'll sing through the day
Of the lives that we've lost
And the lives we've reclaimed

Go!

Don't hold me up now
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You will let me down, down, down!

That last verse applies to me a lot. All the people who should have helped me all along let me down and right now I just need to make something of myself with my own two hands.

*goes back to listening to Ever Dream*

Hmmm...other non-WT, Nw or Delain songs that really describe me I can post here...*thinks*

HAH, I know. I can rant here about Delain's cover of the song "Cordell"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yk2vju1LU8s&feature=channel_page

*just realized this* IS THIS ILLEGAL? I am allowed to talk about bands and people here? It shouldn't be since I am saying bad stuff about my friends and family and good stuff -mostly- about the bands. WT should be thrilled. I have numerous times acredited them with saving my life...*end*

Though I am not going to lie...this song reminds me of the place company that has the same name...-which I could be completely making up.

You meant something more to me
Than what many people will see
And to hell with the industry

I don't think anyone knows how much certain things mean to me...myself included in that.

*sigh*

Less than a week until I go back to college. I do not know how to feel about this. I am wondering why my roommate hasn't contacted me yet. I was going ot text her earlier and ask, but then I didn't want to accuse her of not contacting me when I hadn't done it either X_X

lol. I just found my way to my favorite Delain-related thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LdLCUcwCyc&feature=related

It's the version of "I'll Reach You" that was performed to benefit some charity. But honestly CHARLOTTE IS SOOOOO CUTE IN THIS. I'm jealous. I want to be pretty...and oh yeah, have a good life.