69 Strikes Again...

But isn't that life?

See 69 represents the coming together of opposites...say joy and sorrow, light and darkness and life and death. That is some insane symbolism right there and I didn't even get it until now. I didn't even do it on purpose today.

Last year on 9/6 (European 69 day) I saw Nw for the first time. I was going to see them in May of last year, but you know, that was when I was terribely depressed so I couldn't...so naturally seeing Nw meant a whole lot to me. Basically it meant that I was happy enough to enjoy things I love again and live again. That was a really funny evening...the guy with the taco I was going to throw at Anette, doing the SMG dance, getting lost under the city and having a homeless guy help us, the random guy who never e-mailed me back and not knowing who Tuomas was...BUT FALLING IN LOVE<3 So you have the contrast there...

Earlier this year on 6/9 we went to "Lover's Lane" which is basically a naughty store that sells well you can imagine what and then the cemetary. Talk about contrast right there...and of course, I adressed the wrong grave, but I know she would have loved that so I kinda feel proud of my dumbness.

And well today I was all happy then with the bird and a conversation I had with a friend made me see the pain that is this life. But in order to celebrate the year anniversary of Nw, we watched End of Era (Nw dvd of their LAST concert) Just like I repeatidly watch the third Pirates of the Caribbean movie with the hope WILL WON'T DIE. I keep watching EoaE hoping NW WON'T FIRE TARJA!!! WHY????

I always cry at the end of EoaE cuz NIGHTWISH DIES *tears*

But quoting ME again..."A new beginning always starts at the end" =)

This coming together of good and bad...is what life is...let's say 6 is good and 9 is bad...then well life is 69!!!

TAKE THAT PEOPLE WHO THINK MY MIND IS IN THE GUTTER CUZ MY WATCH BEEPS AT 6:09 EVERYDAY!!! 69 should be the title of my memoires...