Dignity

It is quite easy to run around laughing hysterically, making a scene, but it is quite another to pull this "freedom" off with class. I most certainly don't. I confuse immature and happy and random with distracted. I'm not five. I'm twenty. I have a lot of serious responsibilities, and I just make myself look (and feel bad) whenever I am not serious and focued on the task on hand.

So I'm going to try something new: mastering the art of dignity and self-respect. That is not 1. not putting myself down 2. staying focused when I need to 3. listening to others and not saying what I want because I can

Gotta work now. Hopefully I don't fall asleep at the job because I'm tired from not falling sleep at night due to over-stimulation.