Dear March!

I WANTED TO WRITE A NICE POEM TYING UP ALL THE FRAYED EDGES OF MY THOUGHTS, BUT HELL, I CAN'T COMPOSE WHEN I'M IN FRONT OF A COMPUTER...ONLY SITTING IN THE CAR LISTENING TO DELAIN. BTW, ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF APRIL RAIN LISTENING TO "I'LL REACH YOU" ON REPEAT. TIS THE SONG THAT CAUSED ALL THE TROUBLE...

I STILL WANT TO GO OUTSIDE AND YELL "WHAT THE FUCK WORLD? IS THIS REALLY REALITY? IS THIS HOW THINGS ARE GOING TO BE?"

CAN'T I HAVE MY GREEN FIELD AND YELLOW FLOWERS WHERE I CAN RUN IN CIRCLES UNTIL I COLLASPE AND THEN JUST LAY THERE...STILL AND HAPPY<3

I HAVE A LOVE/ HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE MONTH OF MARCH!!! I SWEAR MARCH DELIGHTS IN TAKING THINGS FROM ME, IN LEAVING ME WITH MESSES TO UP. I HAVE A FEELING IF MY LIFE WAS A GRAPH IT WOULD BE ONE OF THOSE SIN CURVES THAT GO UP AND THEN DOWN!!! LIKE I'M GOING TO BREAK THIS ROCK OVER YOUR HEAD RIGHT WHEN YOU ARE FEELING GREAT AND THEN YOU ARE GOING TO GET SAD AND HAVE TO FIND ANSWERS AGAIN TO BE HAPPY!!! IT HAPPENS OVER AND OVER!!! WHERE'S THE PEACE?

AHEM. Happy Spring everyone!!!

Now I need to go sleep and shower and try to make sense of things and be happy and get organized and get back on top of things and not go crazy like I really want to right now. Can I go crazy?

"No! YOU HAVE TO GO BACK. IT'S NOT YOUR TIME. YOU'VE GOT WORK TO DO"

DESIGN YOUR UNIVERSE

epica. figures. it's ALWAYS epica.

EXCEPT TODAY IS APRIL RAIN DAY!!!

One year anniversary of the album, which is one of my favorites ever! Also the one year ani of the whole situation with HER. AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE COLD TODAY.

OH JOY

But the sky got a new tie.