Seems to be the story of my life right now. I have so much going on; I'm so stimulated it is difficult to turn my mind off to truly enjoy anything and to relax enough to diffuse the stress. Vicious cycle much.
My heart is torn so many different ways: torn between wanting to be at home helping my mother and brother unpack and needing to be at school studying, torn between having to read for classes and just wanting to spend my time writing, torn between what I'm feeling...My mind really is racing, and it makes me really tired.
The thing is all I can do is keep my head up and wait for the storm to subdue. I will feel better soon. Right now I know I must stay focused on school and take any opportunity I can to do things that improve my mood. Also listening to WT seems vital to my well-being. Only WT helps me at a deeper level. It may sound silly but it is something I have learned from years of hurting.
My positive thought of the day: I don't need to live in the real world. I grew up in a fantasty thus I am adapted to live in one. That's positive for an aspiring writer such as myself, trust me.
Good things of the day: 1. Snow! (not really...) 2. Funny times at lunch and dinner 3. I finished most of my reading for tomorrow 4. I had fun writing during a lecture
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